Philosofi

Letters to our Baby (2)

We are really close…6 weeks of more wait inshAllah.

As every passing day becomes more challenging emotionally, psychologically and physically, its also taking me closer towards one of the most rewarding days of my life that Allah could bless me with inshAllah. 

I have swollen feet that make it painful to move around and a belly size that makes turning in bed an ouch ouch moment. But then feeling you play around inside me keeps me going. 

Your USG date says that you are due in 48 days…but the boss doesnt arrive until 50 days..so i hope its best for you if you can stay inside until abu arrives inshAllah.

I miss your father..its been a week since Im back from Oslo. I know you can feel it. Sorry for not being so upbeat. 

Stay healthy, grow strong, play around and bug me.

we love you.

One year since the Nikah (April 2013 Celebrations)

Alhumdulilah, Im truly blessed to have been married to the boss for over a year now. This year has literally flown by due to activities such as work, wedding preparations, starting our life together, partying post wedding, traveling and baby making.

Having spent a very independent life as compared to most average females around me (thanks to my father), I couldn’t really imagine what completely depending on a man would be like. Being married to the boss has made me feel how beautiful it is to be dependent on a husband for one’s emotional and physical health, for love, affection, finances, security and SO much more. Moreover I just wasn’t grown up to ever feel helpless dependent, sensitive, and emotional…but my husband has made me all that. His love has made me all that. Being in love does make one weak towards a particular person. When you see a man truly holds himself responsible of you and your child(ren in future ia)..although his parents keep telling me he will never grow up :) it just melts your heart. Well what can I say when I have never found him neglect any need of mine.

I’m at loss of words to describe how thankful I am to Allah for choosing this man for me and how grateful I am to my husband for everything he does to keep me happy . As I write this in our hotel in Prague (while the boss is away at work), tears drip down my eyes  just thinking of our life together this past year. Alhumdulilah my husband really gave me a fairytale life this year.

P.S I got the most beautiful early morning flowers, the cutest cards, and classy Tommy Hilfiger goodies from the boss for the anniversary. And now this wonderful trip to Prague (such a great city)!!!!…Just when I was getting overwhelmed by the physical and mental challenges of this pregnancy and feeling like a not so newly married bride…the boss gave me an episode of being genuinely pampered. 

May Allah bless him with the very best of both the worlds.Aameen.

@ OSLO…Home is where the heart is..indeed.

Alhumdulilah…for being back with the boss.

The Boss returns today inshAllah…

I will be seeing the boss today…its like embracing a fluffy cat, feeling cool wind on a hot summer day (even if its just coming from the AC), like the smell of coffee on chilly mornings, like the crackling laugh of a baby, its just like heaven. Alhumdulilah. 

Bossless day 2

Sleeping on the boss’s side of the bed some how makes the world a warmer place. I miss him.

the first new year thats NOT starting with panic

blessed i am…alh!